I go back and forth. I have been playing my whole life. I have never passed 'A' speed but came close a few times. I can honestly say I love this game but during my life I have been side tracked more than once. I honestly believe that if I gave everything I had I could become the best player in the world. My game is very strange. My average game is in the middle of a tornado. If its bad, its real bad. If its good, its real good. If I'm on I can see things that I believe people can't see. I don't know what it is but I have surely F*#kED up what could have been. I just turned 30 and I have a bad taste in my mouth. When I was 12 I was on the road to be a pro and pissed it all away for drugs and stupid sh*t. It's true I am drunk now but damn it I am pissed. To answer the question of the thread........you have no idea! I'm going back in time and coming back with everything I have. My name is Josh Eisert and you WILL here of me within 3 years! Take care. How bad do you want it? I just told you now you tell me.