Hi all,
i didnt want to post it, but my g/f encouraged me to do so, and maybe find a cure as monday i came home and i was ready to give the game up. i was fed up, with things that are beyound any explenation i can find... she told me maybe you guys can help and GOD i hope u can but its so weird, i dont know if it will be possible.
(will be long as i want to include any info that might be helpfull. if i make it short then for sure you wont be able to help me)
Ok, ive been playing pool for 2 years now in competition level. had been playing other games before frequently but never took any book, video or so.
Ive changed my game completly since i took pool up as a sport. gone back to the basics, and took out all the nontextbook stuff, and learning about english, squirt, trow, induced english and all the scientific stuff, been training correctly and intensly. my game went down, up , down up, but overall on the longer run (2years) the progress is there.
now since 3 - 4 weeks its going downhill, and i mean FAST in tournaments (it actually started when i had my table installed at home, coinsidence?) before my table i had no practice table in a poolroom and usually id train what i had learned during matchplay. not the best method, but it was my only acces to a table.
At home, my game has improved over the last 3-4 weeks imensly untill monday!! i posted 2 videos here some days ago and i was really happy of the BHE work that was paying off on shots i was msising its. now. here is what happens.
example 1:
2 weeks ago: local ballbanger tournament. i was warming up for an hour, and i don't think i had a run under 10balls, made a 20+, all was ok. then i started to play the tournament, it was 14-1. i won all my matches but i draw all the baddest D level ballbangers around. my high run in 4 matches race to 60 was 5 balls. so in race to 240 my high was 5 balls. i played my first match 2 minuts after i stopped training... i was missing hangers, straight in combo's, i choked my first match completly, my second completly and so i choked on all my matches (i had no presure at all. no $ involved, no trophy , just a friendly local ballbanger tournament with friends, couldnt see the angles, ok can happen.. maybe my head was somewhere else, i had no explenation, but ok. i wasnt breaking my head over it.
i said ok, maybe a day of, not enough sleep.
So, last week, qualification for the national finals 9ball. i warmed up for an hour and half. first half hour a guy asked if we could play to warm up. i cleared 5 racks out of 7. a 2 pack and a 3pack. i was in the zone for an hour and half. tournament is drawn, 2 minuts later im laging for the first round. and i lose HEAVILY. at a certain point i couldnt run a rack of 9ball , even with 5 innings... straight in shots, would go 2 balls wide, hangers wouldnt go in, EVERY single angle was off. second match, same thing. .. ok i came home, played 9ball at home to see what was happening? fatigue? my eyes? and i was back stringing racks...
ok twice, bad luck maybe, so
monday, team competition. came in early in the club, we had been warming up 9ball for 2 hours, and i have cleared each rack in 1 or 2 innings for 2 hours. ok, feeling confidend, i played the first game. again, missing straight in shots, 2 balls wide, didnt run more then 2 balls in 9ball, no matter how easy the hangers where id find a way to miss them. ok second game. first time this guy plays in competition. D- level, straightpool game to 50, he can't run more then 4 balls (his high of the game i think) and i still lost 30-50 or something. i got SO frustrated, i said to the guys look. i can beat this guy my eyes closed... (not to brag or something, but i actually ment what i said, i trow 15balls on the table, and I run 1 minut after the match a 30+ run with my eyes shut on a 9fter. i even turned my head to look behind me after the first 15 to make it even harder... railbirds got together after 10balls, after 30 the whole place was looking. when i missed i took my stuff and went home. (also in between the match, as the match took SO long 1-2-3 balls innings a time + safetyplay) when my opponent was shooting i was potting balls on the table next to it, and see ... is this a fase? is it frustration that make this? and even there i didnt miss a single ball, my turn, i turn my body to the tournamenttable, and i can't pot a hanger... i missed shots: 1diamond in between ob and pocket, and 1 diamond in between ball and ob, straight in. id pot this ball one handed with my eyes closed, goofy if needed. i come home after the match and now i'm playing as bad at home as at the club (before it was only during tournaments...)
this was the final blow , put my cues away and said to my g/f, i quit...
today ofcourse (stuburn as i am) took the cues back out, i taped myself from every single angle, looking for flaws, doing the lag drill to see if im hitting offcenter, everything seems just perfect, but i put the easyest ball in front of me and i miss. im accelerating true the ball not at the ball, folowing true, lose grip, no body movement, 90? elbow, no elbow collapsing, visualising the shot, im paying triple attention to my preshotdrill (maybe thats my problem? i didnt had a preshotroutine before this all started 4 weeks ago). been checking everything from A to Z for 8 hours today, and i wouldnt stop untill i'd find it, and i havent. it is still exactly!!! the same as it was 1 month, 6 months, a year ago.
im in a total choke fase and honestly i'm ready to give it up.....
(ow only thing that seems to work "sometimes" is when i rush my shot, without any preshotroutine, no adressingstrokes, just bend down and shoot, but thats not something id want to do. no matter how fast my natural playing speed is, in the long run this will never pay off. there has to be another method.)
ive never felt so bad as at this time.
(ps only thing that during the 8 hours that does apear to have a small effect is where my cue is under my eyes..) before the last weeks i had a perfect balanced eye dominance, now it seems it shifts back and forward. i know i always had the ability to change consiously my eye dominance (something helicopter pilots need to have) and i think this might (i say MIGHT) be some part of it. once i'm down, my eye dominance could change depending on how far the ob is, how tired i am, do i get direct lightning or not, etc.. and even down on the shot without ANY movement i can see visual image of overlapping and lines etc change. the longer i stay down, and visualise everything: contact point, line to pocket, etc the more i can see my visual image (eye dominance change, i THINK!! im not 100% sure)
ive tried every single small adaptation (bridge hand bit closer, bit further from cb, griphand 1 inch closer further, change cue, closed open bridge, standing a bit higher, changing feet placement... nothing really that helped
i can only hope i will get out of this thing, because i'm getting nuts. i'm sure that if tomorow i go to a local poolroom and play some 9ball rakcs i'll be string them back to back again or not run a rack in over 100 try's...
anyone can tell me how i go from B+ to a D player in a matter of seconds?
do i have aunconsious tournament fear? have i been taking the game TOO serious that i want to prove myself during matchplay and i try to hard? what the HELL!!! is wrong with me.
thanks,
a very frustrated and sad poolchoker

ps i have been training BHE lately, and i know that after learning something new, you always have an initial downwards move in your level and that with time the game will get better, but even if i play every shot with centerball, im still choking. so i dont think the BHE training could be a reason.
help!
ill play one last tournament for the state championship next week, and after that im puting my cue's down if i dont find a cure for some time. (sucks as with the wintervacation in finally had some time to put in more hours of practise). MY new bob frey cue should be ariving soon, and ill start training again with this cue after a month or two
i didnt want to post it, but my g/f encouraged me to do so, and maybe find a cure as monday i came home and i was ready to give the game up. i was fed up, with things that are beyound any explenation i can find... she told me maybe you guys can help and GOD i hope u can but its so weird, i dont know if it will be possible.
(will be long as i want to include any info that might be helpfull. if i make it short then for sure you wont be able to help me)
Ok, ive been playing pool for 2 years now in competition level. had been playing other games before frequently but never took any book, video or so.
Ive changed my game completly since i took pool up as a sport. gone back to the basics, and took out all the nontextbook stuff, and learning about english, squirt, trow, induced english and all the scientific stuff, been training correctly and intensly. my game went down, up , down up, but overall on the longer run (2years) the progress is there.
now since 3 - 4 weeks its going downhill, and i mean FAST in tournaments (it actually started when i had my table installed at home, coinsidence?) before my table i had no practice table in a poolroom and usually id train what i had learned during matchplay. not the best method, but it was my only acces to a table.
At home, my game has improved over the last 3-4 weeks imensly untill monday!! i posted 2 videos here some days ago and i was really happy of the BHE work that was paying off on shots i was msising its. now. here is what happens.
example 1:
2 weeks ago: local ballbanger tournament. i was warming up for an hour, and i don't think i had a run under 10balls, made a 20+, all was ok. then i started to play the tournament, it was 14-1. i won all my matches but i draw all the baddest D level ballbangers around. my high run in 4 matches race to 60 was 5 balls. so in race to 240 my high was 5 balls. i played my first match 2 minuts after i stopped training... i was missing hangers, straight in combo's, i choked my first match completly, my second completly and so i choked on all my matches (i had no presure at all. no $ involved, no trophy , just a friendly local ballbanger tournament with friends, couldnt see the angles, ok can happen.. maybe my head was somewhere else, i had no explenation, but ok. i wasnt breaking my head over it.
i said ok, maybe a day of, not enough sleep.
So, last week, qualification for the national finals 9ball. i warmed up for an hour and half. first half hour a guy asked if we could play to warm up. i cleared 5 racks out of 7. a 2 pack and a 3pack. i was in the zone for an hour and half. tournament is drawn, 2 minuts later im laging for the first round. and i lose HEAVILY. at a certain point i couldnt run a rack of 9ball , even with 5 innings... straight in shots, would go 2 balls wide, hangers wouldnt go in, EVERY single angle was off. second match, same thing. .. ok i came home, played 9ball at home to see what was happening? fatigue? my eyes? and i was back stringing racks...
ok twice, bad luck maybe, so
monday, team competition. came in early in the club, we had been warming up 9ball for 2 hours, and i have cleared each rack in 1 or 2 innings for 2 hours. ok, feeling confidend, i played the first game. again, missing straight in shots, 2 balls wide, didnt run more then 2 balls in 9ball, no matter how easy the hangers where id find a way to miss them. ok second game. first time this guy plays in competition. D- level, straightpool game to 50, he can't run more then 4 balls (his high of the game i think) and i still lost 30-50 or something. i got SO frustrated, i said to the guys look. i can beat this guy my eyes closed... (not to brag or something, but i actually ment what i said, i trow 15balls on the table, and I run 1 minut after the match a 30+ run with my eyes shut on a 9fter. i even turned my head to look behind me after the first 15 to make it even harder... railbirds got together after 10balls, after 30 the whole place was looking. when i missed i took my stuff and went home. (also in between the match, as the match took SO long 1-2-3 balls innings a time + safetyplay) when my opponent was shooting i was potting balls on the table next to it, and see ... is this a fase? is it frustration that make this? and even there i didnt miss a single ball, my turn, i turn my body to the tournamenttable, and i can't pot a hanger... i missed shots: 1diamond in between ob and pocket, and 1 diamond in between ball and ob, straight in. id pot this ball one handed with my eyes closed, goofy if needed. i come home after the match and now i'm playing as bad at home as at the club (before it was only during tournaments...)
this was the final blow , put my cues away and said to my g/f, i quit...
today ofcourse (stuburn as i am) took the cues back out, i taped myself from every single angle, looking for flaws, doing the lag drill to see if im hitting offcenter, everything seems just perfect, but i put the easyest ball in front of me and i miss. im accelerating true the ball not at the ball, folowing true, lose grip, no body movement, 90? elbow, no elbow collapsing, visualising the shot, im paying triple attention to my preshotdrill (maybe thats my problem? i didnt had a preshotroutine before this all started 4 weeks ago). been checking everything from A to Z for 8 hours today, and i wouldnt stop untill i'd find it, and i havent. it is still exactly!!! the same as it was 1 month, 6 months, a year ago.
im in a total choke fase and honestly i'm ready to give it up.....
(ow only thing that seems to work "sometimes" is when i rush my shot, without any preshotroutine, no adressingstrokes, just bend down and shoot, but thats not something id want to do. no matter how fast my natural playing speed is, in the long run this will never pay off. there has to be another method.)
ive never felt so bad as at this time.
(ps only thing that during the 8 hours that does apear to have a small effect is where my cue is under my eyes..) before the last weeks i had a perfect balanced eye dominance, now it seems it shifts back and forward. i know i always had the ability to change consiously my eye dominance (something helicopter pilots need to have) and i think this might (i say MIGHT) be some part of it. once i'm down, my eye dominance could change depending on how far the ob is, how tired i am, do i get direct lightning or not, etc.. and even down on the shot without ANY movement i can see visual image of overlapping and lines etc change. the longer i stay down, and visualise everything: contact point, line to pocket, etc the more i can see my visual image (eye dominance change, i THINK!! im not 100% sure)
ive tried every single small adaptation (bridge hand bit closer, bit further from cb, griphand 1 inch closer further, change cue, closed open bridge, standing a bit higher, changing feet placement... nothing really that helped
i can only hope i will get out of this thing, because i'm getting nuts. i'm sure that if tomorow i go to a local poolroom and play some 9ball rakcs i'll be string them back to back again or not run a rack in over 100 try's...
anyone can tell me how i go from B+ to a D player in a matter of seconds?
do i have aunconsious tournament fear? have i been taking the game TOO serious that i want to prove myself during matchplay and i try to hard? what the HELL!!! is wrong with me.
thanks,
a very frustrated and sad poolchoker

ps i have been training BHE lately, and i know that after learning something new, you always have an initial downwards move in your level and that with time the game will get better, but even if i play every shot with centerball, im still choking. so i dont think the BHE training could be a reason.
help!
ill play one last tournament for the state championship next week, and after that im puting my cue's down if i dont find a cure for some time. (sucks as with the wintervacation in finally had some time to put in more hours of practise). MY new bob frey cue should be ariving soon, and ill start training again with this cue after a month or two
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