Every player looks for a feel, someone else's opinion, might not be your game. meaning, they may play better or worse than you. It's about who we are, we are all different and we all like something different. Go out and find someone with what you are wanting to try , i';m sure someone will llet you hit a few balls with it, the shaft you are seeking may not be what you are looking for, it might be all in your head. When your mnd is right you will play well with anything that has that feel of the stroke.
To tell you the truth, i can measure deflection better than no deflection. It's all about what you get use too
Pick up a house cue you like, and you will see what i mean.