Hang in there. A recovery is often filled with ups and downs. The ups will come! If you are having a lot of pain, I was listening to a radio show the other day about how playing video games can help alleviate severe pain.
Dang, I have been missing his posts for awhile but a couple minor procedures that weren't as minor as expected have had me distracted. Will you are missed my friend! Get well soon and holler if I can help!