Why do you imply "we"? I was talking to "he". But it's a public forum and I guess I could have addressed spider in a private message, but he took me out of context in public, so I have a right to defend myself.
That's why I gave a backstory to help establish my position in which im a pretty serious individual, as well as some nutty ramblings, but some could say I'm creative or eccentric or genius or an idiot.
Some could say I'm balanced but not much middle ground and that's probably true. Middle ground feels like death to me. I like extremes and I like to laugh my ass off as well as work hard and think hard.
Some can say im somebody else or speculate im somebody else and I don't care because I'm not quite sure if I have given out my name and if I didn't, then I think there is enough of a trail to find out if someone is compelled.
Say or think whatever you want because I know I put myself out there over the edge, but that's where greatness usually is and crash and burn is a usual result and perhaps I crashed this time, I really don't know, I don't feel like I did and it's not my problem if people don't understand me or get it.
I assure anyone, everything I've said about pool, even my fictitious movie, is designed to HELP and think outside the box........CONCEPTS.
It's not about me, im just a messenger of my findings through very hard work so far and my work will continue.
What I will not swallow though is being taken out of context. I think im in the right when I defend myself in any way I know how. I don't do that to others, other than paraphrasing or perhaps misquoting, but never in a negative way.
I really don't see what the problem is, other than I derailed a thread, but wtf is aiming any way? Not trying to force my will, but it is a overall subjective topic, so in essence, a set up for argument.
I rarely apologize but I will to one pocket John but I suspect he doesn't care and if so, he is right because i am trying to contribute but in my own way that I hope is not typical and once more, I know I am right in CONCEPT.
I repeat, if one does not get it, then that is not my problem and allow me to continue speaking freely in my own way. This is a forum, not a courtroom.
The book of 50 talents talks about keeping things fresh and not stail, I agree with that. I try to offer a different view and I believe someone will gain. If not, I certainly do because as Stan Shuffett said in my favorite video of his, "pull'n my hair out, try'n to figure out CTE".
Man, let me pull my hair out in peace please. "Rambling" helps me. If I can help myself, then I know I can help someone else out and i ohh so like to help people. I give all the time and ask little in return.....but I've found "little" is too much for some. Not referring to any one in this forum, I meant out there in the other world.
Forums don't really represent a true real world on the most part but it reveals a real world of how people really think, because I never encounter things in the outside world like I do in forums, but im no different in the real world, so somebody is full of shyte and I don't think it's me.
I feel good and have been focusing much better as of yesterday and made a very interesting discovery and every day is a progression now and it's really fun. The days of insane mystery are pretty much over. Stan Shuffett knows. Gawd knows how much I bugged him with my ramblings and questions. I haven't emailed him in quite a while now LOL.
Off to the tables and thank you.
ok........