pool was more exciting for shortstop level players 40/50 years ago because you rarely knew who you were firing your nut at, esp if you scuffled in the all night action bars
We feel your pain and understand your love for him through your words
Keep busy and continue putting one foot in front of the other, there is light at the end of the tunnel and you will bask in it again
segull used outside (running) english unless he was forced to use inside english dictated by the best positional path
parica seemed comfortable striking the Q ball as required