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To some other comments:
It is funny how I got into pool and league play. When my new husband told me to join the team, I said I was not too good cuz had just played on barboxes in bars for a beer many years ago. He said we need cruddy women players. Then my first captain said i would be a 2 (lowest in apa) for a long time.My new husband REALLY did not think I had any potential at all, although has since changed his mind, and I screamed at him bout this and so forth and would only practice when he was not around. So I guess me and pool kind of got off on a bad foot. Not at all how I was treated in karate where even a white belt was treated with respect and much encouragement and patience but that is non pool.So I went in and out of pool for three years,mostly out and finally settled down with it, mid last august, a little less than a year ago.
I am normally a very physically healthy person. This year has been what I call a challenge. I started pool seriously mid august. Took scotts lesson, randy g pool school in beginning of october. By mid october I was sick. Just one thing after another, including being in the hospital twice, even though I have never been in the hospital, ever,cept to have a baby. Much of the time I was bedridden, had that bad wreck and my back still is hurt.I have now got up to an hour to a little more of practice a day so far. Trying to work up to two as my body mends.
I say that not to get sympathy, but to say this. We had this plaque in our karate dogo of all of the things that one could achieve in karate. Funny how you forget somethings and remember others. Only thing I remember on that plaque was 'indominable spirit'. Dont know what anybody's vocabulary is but to me this is such a fierce determination, the person cannot go down in defeat or quit ever.This is something, if a person, has it, nobody can take that away.
One thing I noticed in karate as over the years I saw students come in and out of the dojo. The ones that came in that got it easy, naturally talented, for the most part fell by the way. The ones like me who had to work at it they were the ones that rose to the top. I was determined and no practice was too hard, no number of hours was too much, I was addicted. Others that excelled, 90% of them had to work hard for it too. Just like zen, they came in for one thing and ended up with much more.So what really is talent, I ask?
Often I see someone look at a beginner or someone young in the sport and say, they will never go above this or that or they have talent or dont. How can they say that? How do they know when the persons talent will come out? (sometimes I do get down on myself for sure and there is always somebody to pick me back up and remind me and say 'you can do it' or that 'heart' does it)I s not it like a flower. Some come of quick, some come up slow. And are not the ones that come up slow often the prettiest ones and they stay up longer?
When I could not go to the pool table or if I could only for 15 minutes,the rest of the times I was thinking about it, dreaming about it. My husband would be practically asleep and I would wake him up with a move, a shot, a safe and force him to listen and get his feedback or I would say 'this is how the balls spin I am thinking' is that right?.
At league, I look at the table at the beginning and read it and say I would choose stripes or solids and this is why, I would choose this safe, this order of shots in the run or get out this ball or leave it and why and discuss all of this with another player who I knew would know this. And that person says yes or no and if no, why.This is how I am learning to read the table based on where I am at in comprehension. Lots dont know, dont pretend to. Lots to learn.
So yes, I thought about pool constantly. Sometimes I have wanted to give up and said i was but it never lasted for more than 24 hours, because something inside will not let me.
I know what natural talent is to me, like born with it, come out of the womb stroking the cue,but here is one more story.
There is a guy in our poolhall who is a ballbanger, so hard he hit he is called 'bambam'. Everbody sez he will never be more than a sl3 in apa. I say 'he will be a sl7'and one other guy who was pretty okay thought like me. Because what I see is not talent but indominable spirit or what some call heart. And he keeps getting better and is learning to hit soft, and safe when it is needed and so on...
Great discussion. Thanks to all and I just love hearing about the greats and your stories too!!!
Laura
ps- sorry for poor grammer and for so long a post