marissayi said:
Why does it have to be an act? Is it so hard to believe that there are genuinely nice people out there? I've had my fair share of people, usually guys, "checking up on me" asking "Is she really that sweet?" and the answer is always the same... "Yup, she is..."
I even have guy friends in Columbus who look after me like I'm their little sister because they don't want any sleezeball coming along and trying to take advantage of me.
Why? Because you have everybody buffaloed and that's the essence of your strength and act! I really try my damndest to like you, and I think I do (I'm not quite sure), but other times you just start making me gnash my teeth and grind them away with your contradictions and hypocrisy and it starts grating on me to no end. (and others also because I've gotten some unsolicited PM's and feedback)
First you say that you're a Christian girl with values...and THEN you go into openly talking about stuff that can be performed sexually that only a porn queen would know about and it's not from reading books and magazines. The only way for that is through first hand knowledge.
Then you talk about being anti-pornography...and THEN you're about the most VERBALLY PORNOGRAPHIC person outside of an 800 phone sex line that I've ever seen. You don't think "WORDS" can be pornographic?
Hell, a couple of years ago I used to get blasted on here by the ultra-conservative forum police for saying "fuck" every once in a while in a flame war due to the fact that "children" (HA-HA), women/wives, used to log on. And you or Aaron spit that out and more, like it was normal Corporate/business world conversation. Anti-pornography my ass.....Where did you learn about all the sex paraphernalia, devices, and toys that can be used if it wasn't seen in porn or real life?
Then you talk about being a "ONE-MAN WOMAN" and that's the only way you'll have sex....yet, you end up "GANG-BANGING" 20 guys at a time on here with your illustrative lingo, innuendoes, and come-ons that make them all think you're going to take them to Nirvana and back in the sack. I don't know who is getting their rocks off more...you or them...but I guess it's a great game of "mutual masturbation".
Then you talk about getting a commitment to marriage before going on any further with a guy sexually, and at the same time you bring up the fact that you DON'T have a ring on your finger and good luck to the guy that puts one there. Likelihood of that happening are slim and none.
Am I offended by it? Hell no! But I don't like to have my intelligence offended. THAT FUCKING PISSES ME OFF TO NO END and I REALLY DON'T LIKE SOME HIGH SCHOOL GAMESPLAYER TRYING TO WORK MY ASS!
If you're going to be this good Christian girl with values, one man woman, anti-pornography zealot, and whatever else...then be that person.
Otherwise...go out and get laid, eaten, and do likewise to somebody else like all the rest of us, but cut the shit already about WHAT you are....WHO you are...WHAT you believe in....and then turn right around and contradict yourself and be the supreme hypocrite. GO GET LAID GIRL!! CUT THE TRASH TALK OR START A BUSINESS. Your wearing my goddamn teeth down!! STOP!! I think Aaron and I will both consider funding the money, but we DON'T need a big talker doing it for free or a worthless leech that's just hanging on and is looking to be carried. You're NOT Queen Bee status yet.....(DO NOT start the fucking act again either)