I don't know if it can be learned but I know it can be lost. I grew up hungry. I'm not hungry anymore. If I didn't win I couldn't buy food or clothes. Now I just don't care. Win or lose I still go home happy. Gone are the days when I could Kill,Cripple or Destroy.
If you really wanted to, do you think you could pull it back up and have it again? IF you really wanted to?
And since it seems you don't want to, do you think you can reprogram yourself to want it again like you did before? Or is even trying out of the picture now?
Jeff Livingston