I'm ready
Thanks for all the great comments, I am very glad I posted this. Requardless of the content of this thread, I think the positive encouragment will be the best thing for my game. As of today I recognize a few factors in my game. First off is the difference between your ability to play and your ability to compete. Just because I was able to bring new things into my game, doesn't mean that not carying them into competition makes me a chump. I am just not ready yet. All those things I have moved beyond in my practice routine need to stay. I am getting ahead of myself. So today I practice for the present, not too fix the past. I will attemp also work hard to improve, not judge myself, but use my mistakes as fuel to improve.
Thanks for all the great comments, I am very glad I posted this. Requardless of the content of this thread, I think the positive encouragment will be the best thing for my game. As of today I recognize a few factors in my game. First off is the difference between your ability to play and your ability to compete. Just because I was able to bring new things into my game, doesn't mean that not carying them into competition makes me a chump. I am just not ready yet. All those things I have moved beyond in my practice routine need to stay. I am getting ahead of myself. So today I practice for the present, not too fix the past. I will attemp also work hard to improve, not judge myself, but use my mistakes as fuel to improve.