You are the type of player that handicap was made for. It's nice getting the win but you don't like taking all that weight and you question it when you win that way. That in turn will make you want to improve and get better so you don't have people giving you as much while still keeping things competitive. Use it as a measuring stick and keep getting better. It's much more refreshing when there are people like you that even question it rather then trying to maintain a low score to get those big caps. It sounds to me that both you and the guy you were shooting are stand up guys. Nice win sir.