Let me tell you all something. Yes I am the one that wrote that post and I have regretted it ever since. None of you know anything about me and frankly I don't care what any of u think of me but I want to clear James of all the stuff I made up in that post. Everything was entirely made up and untrue. I didn't put one word of truth in that post because I am not about to air our actual dirty laundry like that. * I am not a bad person and my actions were completely out of character for me. I am a good hearted girl I just let my the hurt in my heart take over for my brain for all of about 15 minutes. *I am not going to go into detail, but james and I had been fighting over some stuff and I ended up leaving him over it. Once I left he was torturing me with words thru texts and calls not only on my phone but on my nieces phone too. *I told him over and over to stop. *I begged him to stop. He kept on....rubbing my nose in what we had broken up over. I kept telling him to stop but he wouldn't. He kept on and on, each time with more hurtful words than the time before. I begged him and warned him that I was almost to my breaking point. But he would not stop. *I begged him over and over to just leave me alone. *For some reason he would not stop even though he knew every word was breaking my heart. *Finally I snapped! *I was beyond the point of return and all I could think about was hurting him like he hurt me. *I know that is no excuse for my actions and I know how wrong I was and I wish I could take it back. I certainly didn't deserve the hurt he was inflicting on me but my course of action for retaliation *was totally out of line. No matter what he had done or said to me he certainly didnt deserve to be slandered like that with a bunch of lies. *And for that I will always feel horrible and be sorry. *Honestly I didn't think it would get so out of control like it did. I guess I didn't really think about it when I posted it. *And then I could not figure out how to undo what I had done. *Regardless of the hurt he was putting me thru, he never deserved to be put thru the hell he went thru over that one post. *I am very ashamed of my actions and I will feel bad and think about what I did to him everyday for a really long time. *And frankly i would not blame him for never speaking to me again *I am truly sorry for what I did to him and I wish I could take it back. Once I reached my breaking point my brain seemed to just leave the room. I guess its really true, Hell has no fury like a woman scorned. *James is a good guy and a GREAT POOL PLAYER. The reason there is no record of his winnings is because he stayed under the radar for a long time. *Did u know he played the highest set ever played and won? *He won a set for $260,000 in baton rouge in 1996. * *When it comes to getting the cash he is your man. *He honestly has more integrity than anyone I *know in the pool department. *He is true to the game and to anyone that stakes him. *He knows more than i even thought there was to know about pool. *He has a genuine love and true respect for the game like no other. *The reason his finances are where they are at is because he retired for 6 years. *And no, we are not back together so dont anyone think thats the reason for my post. *But he falls short in some areas in the boyfriend department. Is what none of you realize are all the events leading up to me reaching my breaking point. I would give anything to be able to go back and undo what I did. *I know I damaged his untarnished reputation and I deserve every bit of the hurt he inflicted on me and then some because of that post. *As for the US OPEN, I have started back to work at my old job and if I am able to make enough by then I would love to stake James out there. I know he is more than capable of winning anything he plays in. I have seen him do things on that table that don't even seem possible. *James was a TOP player for a long time but he didn't play in the big events. He went to them and gambled throughout the event then if he could he gambled with the guys that won and from what I hear, he always got the money. *Pool is the one thing James has always had a deep love and respect for. He is a VERY worthy candidate for staking. I wish I had more time to come up with the funds he needs. I would stake him in an instant even though were are no longer together. * James, if u see this, if I don't make enough by the time the OPEN comes up, please hit me up for the next big event. I'm in on that one for sure. Maybe somehow I can make up for what I did to u. I hope u know how sorry I am. *I know u know that I have always loved u and still do. I can't defend my actions because no matter what u did to me I was out of line. You know I would have never hurt u had I not reached my breaking point. *I know we both have made mistakes and hurt each other and I realize I went too far and for that I am truly sorry.*
Regretfully,
Debi
