Thanks PJ.
I’m disheartened. I thought I had made significant progress. Maybe I have. I am pretty sure I’m shooting better. But to record myself and notice I’m still fighting the same demons……
Unseen by you all, and I can’t believe I’m typing this, are more than a dozen videos over the last hour which show me popping up right at cue impact with the CB. I F-ING KNOW BETTER!!!!!!
And I’m having a hard time understanding how my backstroke comes toward my body in spite of it feeling straight, which ends up causing a chicken wing elbow coming out. It’s not nearly as bad as it was three-four months ago but I am at a loss on how to fix it. I need a very good mechanics coach.
Here’s what I’m gonna do in the short term, tonight and tomorrow. My son is coming for a visit. I’m gonna leave the table alone. I might even stay away from azb and give everything a fresh look Sunday or Monday. Tonight I’m bummed so thinking about it any more will do more harm than good.
“See” you all in two days.
I stayed away the last two days, away from the table and AZB. This morning I was showing my 10-year-old grandson, who was absolutely intrigued with the pool table, how to line up. He is a fast learner. He went from not being able to hold the cue, to shooting balls in table-length directly into pockets. I taught him how to find the shot line, align his feet, get down on the shot, and align his head, front hand, back hand, and elbow along the shot line. He caught on REALLY quickly. But the family left a little while ago to go back home. Showing him how to shoot gave me fresh perspective and took off the pressure I put on myself.
I'm going to say this one last time because I really do feel sorry for you.
You think you're not playing in a vacuum but you are. All this well intended advice here is getting you nowhere. You say that you play league matches and you practice at home. That formula isn't working for you. What's missing --- and this comes from experience --- is becoming a regular in your local pool room, hanging around watching players and playing other people every day, not just league nights. When you play other people on a daily basis and become part of the sub-culture of a pool room, your focus changes from internal to external. You need to get out of your own head. Be around other players. Watch them. Listen to them. Become a regular. Practice with them. Match up, even if just for the tab.
Continue to play your leagues, and spend more time in the pool room and less at home alone.
You don't believe that something like that would help your fundamentals improve without your practicing them, right? You'd be surprised.
Thanks for your perspective, Fran. I know you have tried to be forceful yet diplomatic with me over the last year or so and I appreciate it, even if I don't seem to learn from your advice.
I admit when I first read your second paragraph above, I was dubious. But the more I thought about it the more it made sense. Problem is that it's not practical for me to become a rail bird or a spend a lot of time at the hall. I will have to depend on my three league matches (8-ball, 9-ball double-jeopardy nights, and 14.1 night) at the hall, playing one of my friends informally (but competitively) at his house every so often, and my practice at home.
But what you said did hit home, somewhat, as much as my stubbornness and OCD allows. With that realization, I write the following statements, knowing that I will very soon, probably as soon as tomorrow or even today, forget some of these tidbits and admissions:
- I am a technique junkie, and I focus far too much on the mechanics. I know that I had a large improvement when I "let go" and tried to allow my subconscious to reign, but I admit I continually have to remind myself to "trust the process".
- I am compulsively compelled to over-analyze everything. I do this because for the most part, in pool and in nearly every endeavor in life (including my career), this has mostly served me well, so it is hard for me NOT to be analytic, to a fault.
- I will, yet again, try to let it happen, allow my brain to unconsciously make the technique adjustments.
- During league nights, I will engage in after-league informal matches. I can't say I'll subscribe to gamboling, but I may if the mood strikes. I will try doing so when my next-day schedule allows a 2am night.
I'm sure you'll be reading something here a few weeks or months from now with me having strayed from what I just wrote above, residing fully back in my own head, and at that time, please feel free to remind me of this post.
I'm an enigma and can be my own worst enemy. Wish me luck.