A Moment of Reflection

lfigueroa

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OK, I don't know why but I want to write this... -- I know it's the holidays and all but something happened yesterday that took me aback and is still with me today.

I went to the pool hall to try out my new eye and it worked wonderfully. In fact, what I noticed most of all wasn't how clearly I could see the balls but rather how clearly I could see the pockets. (There is stitching along the bottom of Diamond pocket liners -- who knew!) I was a about to leave and then said to myself: shoot off one more rack. So I did and then I packed up my stuff and left. Then I swung by the CVS next door to the pool hall to pick up some tape for my plastic eye patch that I have to wear at night and headed to the highway.

Because I was leaving the CVS parking lot, I was going a different way that I normally would. I crossed the street and stopped under the highway overpass. Everyone was stopped.

Moments before there had been an accident at the intersection at the far side of the highway overpass where I would have taken a left to get on St Peter's Parkway. A car, with its hood crushed, was in the middle of the intersection, as was a white SUV flipped on its roof. And on the curb of the road, where some other drivers had gotten out of their cars to help, there was a woman screaming. You know, nowadays, we all see and hear actors screaming on TV and in the movies. But these were the screams I doubt most of us have ever heard in real life. They were the screams of someone who had just lost someone they loved. These were screams that sunk down deep to the bottom, the core of my soul.

I could tell there was nothing I could do and in the distance I heard the sirens of the police and ambulances and I made a U-turn and wormed my way around the roads to get home via a different path. But I left with a dissonance in my heart that said: if not for that extra rack maybe that could have been me on Christmas Eve.

Soooo, I write this to say: count your blessings this holiday. Be happy in the warmth of your friendships and the love of your family and don't get caught up in the small stuff.

Lou Figueroa
 
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There's some things we just can't explain in life I give credit to the guy upstairs usually with a grin on my face when I do .

On a personal note today is my anniversary of the last treatment day for P-16 throat cancer as the Dr's said the treatments were worse than the cancer .
A long time friend " Coyote Charlie " also was getting treatments for cancer but sadly he didn't survive he had a great run and I still think of him often he was a coyote killing machine with his decoy dogs !

The take away from my writing this is for you to enjoy your day even if you don't want to with a smile it may make someone wonder what your up to ha ha !
 
Lou,

It's the first time a top-level lifelong player like yourself could be truly grateful that he barely missed something.

Arnaldo
 
Maybe your better vision let your subconscious see a potential traffic problem and avoid it?

A couple of months ago on the way to league, I had a bad feeling like you did. I was approaching an intersection with no left turn lanes, so being in the right lane, I slowed down more than usual as I went through the intersection. It was crowded with cars and I just didn't feel right, for some unknown reason. After I carefully got through the intersection by maybe 20 feet, I heard a loud boom. As I checked my rearview mirror, I saw a car going sideways up someone's front yard. I missed the crash by mere feet as a car left-turned into the way and got hit.

I had the feeling a half mile before the wreck. Strange, these feelings.


Jeff Livingston
 
Maybe your better vision let your subconscious see a potential traffic problem and avoid it?

A couple of months ago on the way to league, I had a bad feeling like you did. I was approaching an intersection with no left turn lanes, so being in the right lane, I slowed down more than usual as I went through the intersection. It was crowded with cars and I just didn't feel right, for some unknown reason. After I carefully got through the intersection by maybe 20 feet, I heard a loud boom. As I checked my rearview mirror, I saw a car going sideways up someone's front yard. I missed the crash by mere feet as a car left-turned into the way and got hit.

I had the feeling a half mile before the wreck. Strange, these feelings.


Jeff Livingston
In an infinite Universe all things are possible irrespective of our present early understandings about its actual physical laws. One of the implications of quantum physics theory is that, given the proven effect of human Consciousness on observational measurements -- there are virtually infinite dimensions adjacent to each other, and adjacent timelimes with events almost -- but not totally -- identical to our own.

It's been statistically calculated by mathematical theorists that there is likely an estimable amount of briefly-existing (in and out of sync) event- merging between some of the dimensions, resulting in glimpses of an event that has already happened in an adjacent dimension's timelime. It's posited that decisions we make literally create new timelimes with different possibilities that result from our decisions.

I've tried to read the stock reports from future-skewed timelines, but they were always too fuzzy until my cataract procedures. Now I'm starting to get good potentially profitable "hunches" or feelings that are unfortunately now way too complicated for my age-diminished cognitive skills to quickly follow up on.

Arnaldo
 
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OK, I don't know why but I want to write this... -- I know it's the holidays and all but something happened yesterday that took me aback and is still with me today.

I went to the pool hall to try out my new eye and it worked wonderfully. In fact, what I noticed most of all wasn't how clearly I could see the balls but rather how clearly I could see the pockets. (There is stitching along the bottom of Diamond pocket liners -- who knew!) I was a about to leave and then said to myself: shoot off one more rack. So I did and then I packed up my stuff and left. Then I swung by the CVS next door to the pool hall to pick up some tape for my plastic eye patch that I have to wear at night and headed to the highway.

Because I was leaving the CVS parking lot, I was going a different way that I normally would. I crossed the street and stopped under the highway overpass. Everyone was stopped.

Moments before there had been an accident at the intersection at the far side of the highway overpass where I would have taken a left to get on St Peter's Parkway. A car, with its hood crushed, was in the middle of the intersection, as was a white SUV flipped on its roof. And on the curb of the road, where some other drivers had gotten out of their cars to help, there was a woman screaming. You know, nowadays, we all see and hear actors screaming on TV and in the movies. But these were the screams I doubt most of us have ever heard in real life. They were the screams of someone who had just lost someone they loved. These were screams that sunk down deep to the bottom, the core of my soul.

I could tell there was nothing I could do and in the distance I heard the sirens of the police and ambulances and I made a U-turn and wormed my way around the roads to get home via a different path. But I left with a dissonance in my heart that said: if not for that extra rack maybe that could have been me on Christmas Eve.

Soooo, I write this to say: count your blessings this holiday. Be happy in the warmth of your friendships and the love of your family and don't get caught up in the small stuff.

Lou Figueroa

the longer we walk it out on earth the more we realize it's all small
 
In an infinite Universe all things are possible irrespective of our present early understandings about its actual physical laws. One of the implications of quantum physics theory is that, given the proven effect of human Consciousness on observational measurements -- there are virtually infinite dimensions adjacent to each other, and adjacent timelimes with events almost -- but not totally -- identical to our own.

It's been statistically calculated by mathematical theorists that there is likely an estimable amount of briefly-existing (in and out of sync) event- merging between some of the dimensions, resulting in glimpses of an event that has already happened in an adjacent dimension's timelime. It's posited that decisions we make literally create new timelimes with different possibilities that result from our decisions.

I've tried to read the stock reports from future-skewed timelines, but they were always too fuzzy until my cataract procedures. Now I'm starting to get good potentially profitable "hunches" or feelings that are unfortunately now way too complicated for my age-diminished cognitive skills to quickly follow up on.

Arnaldo

I often think about this: how a choice of a left turn or a right turn, an extra cup of coffee, or canceling a trip creates different realities.

There was a movie some years ago called,"Sliding Doors" about how just missing a subway by a moment changed a woman's life, showing what did happen and what might have happen. If you want a more sci-fi take there's a novel, "The 22 Murders of Madison May."

Lou Figueroa
 
I often think about this: how a choice of a left turn or a right turn, an extra cup of coffee, or canceling a trip creates different realities.

There was a movie some years ago called,"Sliding Doors" about how just missing a subway by a moment changed a woman's life, showing what did happen and what might have happen. If you want a more sci-fi take there's a novel, "The 22 Murders of Madison May."

Lou Figueroa

There is also this famous one:


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Jeff Livingston
 
One thing's for sure life is all about choices which choice is best then making the best of it no matter the outcome good or bad ,this is what keeps life interesting !
Lou I hope you're eye is feeling better a league teammate just had both of his eyes fixed he is quite happy with the results I'm sure you will be too !
 
Randomness cuts both ways. November kinda bit, marked when I had been disabled half my life. Somebody lost focus and pulled into the side of my truck when I was going down the highway. Even had I magically read their intention a car was coming from the other direction on the two lane road, nowhere for me to go. In the usual meetings following an on the job injury it was asked if the accident could have been avoided. I told them it could have been avoided by starting the walk down five minutes sooner or later but that would have required Lou's sense of forbidding. It wasn't awake at the time!

Funny, I have felt that forbidding a few times and listened to it. Saved me from death or major injury a few times. A few times I never knew what or if it saved me from something. One of the stranger times was a beautiful Saturday morning. My brother and I were going fishing on a gorgeous nearby lake and the weather was perfect. As dedicated fishermen we had both spent hours in preparation the day before. Sharpening hooks, new line on reels, whatever needed. We met before daylight, hooked up the boat we co-owned, and set out.

Stopped for fuel, ice, and to buy a few snacks. I had been fighting that sense of danger for over an hour but it was growing stronger by the minute. As we were waiting to pull out onto the highway we looked at each other simultaneously, "Let's don't go fishing today." We said the exact same words at the exact same time! Pulled out in the other direction and I helped him catch up on "honey do" projects and a few of our own. We checked news, never knew just why we warned away from that trip, we never regretted canceling it either!

It has been decades since I have gotten a warning like that. However, If I got one tomorrow I would obey it without question. Maybe it is a sense long dormant in modern man, maybe it is a combination of our senses, I don't know! This is even pool related, I was shooting pool in a bar when I was fifteen or sixteen the first time I got the warning. I made a preparation but didn't leave the bar. A few hours later people that hadn't been there when I was warned had another man and I backed up against an old stage. He was medium sized but a recently retired pro boxer. I had the butt of my pool cue held across my chest in both hands. I was planning to mostly jab with both ends but with odds of a dozen to one I considered throats and faces fair targets. The confrontation went on for a very long time, seemed much longer but a real ten to fifteen minutes. However, it was soon apparent that those in front wished they weren't!

William and I were both looking very businesslike and it got to the point the people in front were visibly leaning backwards to not be pushed into us. It became comedy but I have seen one shove from behind start things that nobody wanted started so I remained ready. I don't doubt that the cue butt held as a fighting stick was a deciding factor. I was playing with a house cue with my stick laying on my case but unscrewed for just such a purpose. With none of the twenty-four guys or William there when I got that powerful warning, why did I get it?

Hu
 
I've left places just before something like that happened. Bar fights, etc. I say that I can smell it, but that's not exactly how it comes to me.

One of the funniest, if I can use that word, was at a bachelor's party. I just didn't feel right for some reason, so my buddy and I left, and then we found out later that everyone got the clap from one of the girls, including the groom. His fiance didn't marry him. It was a disaster all around.

When she was stripping on a table right in front of a big portrait of JFK (a lodge room), that was the moment I had some doubts about the evening.


Jeff Livingston
 
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