Were you taking any kind of medicine, when this epiphany came to you. Maybe if you just dealt with the 9 Ball Rack, like most of us do & just practiced breaking, so you are ready for the test & see how that comes out. That's what I've been doing for 24 years, my second time around. The first twenty years, I just hit the cue ball as hard as I could, while standing on my tippy toes & hoped for the best. Free advice is still free.