wakuljr said:
i just got hit with a couple of medical problems. my discs in my neck and lower back are shot. today i get to find out about my heart. i have a heart problem, not to bad. but i also have an enlarged ventrical side. i find out today how much bigger. with the drugs i am on i really don't feel like playin pool. i think about it but that is about as far as i can get...lol. anyways, just wanted to type something really...
i understand probably more than you know, i had a heart problem 5 years ago it was stress related and i'm ok, no problem
my back problems is why i started pool again, i needed something to do to stay active, I went from body building to pool, just to keep moving, i'm on pain meds eveeryday, i hate them, alot of days I cant go play no matter how bad I want to so i lay in bed and look at my cues.
I havent been diagnosed but I think there is a goood chance I have a form of musclar distrophy, which is bad news, real bad. I have had 2 major operations and 1 minor one,
And somedays the depression gets me and even though I feel good enough to play I cant seem to get out of the house , i have been in bed most of the day for 3 years, its like people in jail they adjust to it, i havent been in jail, but when you cant leave the room the reason why your locked down dosent matter, so yeah sometimes its hard for me to just get up and go anywhere, i have to force myself, then if i have a few good days and do something everryday i get to liking it then when I get sick and cant leave the depression really kicks in, so sometimes its easier to stay home, 2 days ago i wanted to leave so bad to go play, but I couldnt leave the house, yesterday night i could, today i doubt i will. it sucks. I had a 7 month period where I couldnt go anwhere at all, wow that was tough.
best wishes hope you get better.