Either I am turning into one of " those league players " or at 62 I just dont have the inclination to improve....feel like my better days are behind me any way.
Here's my take...and what I experienced.
About 4 years ago I was playing in 3 leagues (2-APA, 1-BCA). I was the Captain on 2 of those teams. The BCA team broke up. By the end of the session on my APA teams, I was suffering from burnout. Just got tired of all the league BS. I took the next session off....no league pool at all.
I missed shooting competitively and decided to go back and play APA league. One 8-ball league...that's it. I went back in with the decision that I was just going to have fun, shoot as well as I can even if I'm spotting games to players that shoot as well as I do, and try to fade all the BS.
First night out I was a bit nervous but shot pretty good. I missed one makeable ball that cost me the match (spotting a game to a SL4 that shot as good as I did, of course). I was a SL5.
Well...I won my next 14 matches to finish the session with a 14-1 record. About 1/3 of the way through the session I was raised to a SL6, then ran off about 9 consecutive wins. For the first time in a long time, I had fun and played relaxed.
I couldn't get past all the BS though and dropped out of leagues altogether. On January 9th of this year, after 3 years of sitting out, my wife and I are going to start playing in an APA league (Double Jeopardy). We are not going to get all wrapped up in the winning and losing, and all the other BS that I've experienced in my many years of APA.
What I'm trying to say (being long-winded with it) is that I feel the session off did me some good. A chance to get some fresh air and my head together. It can wear on you, especially if you are doing it more than twice a week imo. My advice to you is after Spring session is over, drop off of all your teams but one, maybe two. I bet you'll get your edge back again.
BTW, I'm 63 1/2, and before I dropped out of leagues (and tournaments) altogether, I was shooting better than I ever had in my lifetime.
Hang in there...but scale back.