You've gotten some pretty strong advice here. I was in a very similar spot as you about 2 years ago. My only contribution would be: don't be so hard on yourself. You will NEVER have a perfect stroke or flawless mechanics. NEVER. You likely will never look at a table the way a pro does and just "see" the correct pattern and shot selection.I had a come to Jesus with myself and realize that I am not working hard enough on my weakness which is consistency with my stroke. I thought I was working hard because I was making baby steps with my position play, but it does me no good if I cannot repeat a perfect stroke over and over.
I am making a commitment to only do straight in follow shots, stop shots and draw for the next three weeks. Perfectly straight. I am going to log my practice (I made X out of 20 shots) and watch my progress to see if I can truly nail my preshot routine and straight in shot.
You guys just became my accountability partners...
- Leigh
For me, I started pursuing that perfection with a fierceness that I used to use in football and wrestling. Hours of practice. Cursing myself over missed shots and/or missed positions. Literally practicing until my feet and back hurt and I was so tired and blindingly, furiously frustrated. It wasn't long until I started DREADING evenings when it was time to practice. I would literally look at my pool table and my mood would plummet.
For me, once I stopped pursuing that perfection and stopped drilling and practicing like pool was putting food on my table, and stopped keeping track of every missed ball and missed position, pool started being fun again...AND my progress sped up!
Bottom line: Don't make pool a job unless it is how you put food on the table. Don't burn yourself out.