I have a friend who I used to go trout fishing with all the time. He is very competitive, I am not.
When we would arrive at the stream, he would rush to beat me into the water to get the best looking spot. He caught more fish than I did and would brag about it the whole ride back. He carried a clicker and would actually count the trout he caught and divide that number into the hours he fished to get a per-hour catch figure. He would ask me how many I caught per hour and I had no idea how many I caught at all. A lot, a little... it was all the same to me.
One time we went to Maine to fish for landlocked salmon. We had to make some pretty long casts to reach where the fish were in the deeper channel. My buddy is a great distance caster, even better than I am. He reached the fish, but so did I. He caught a lot, I caught a lot.
The guy who was guiding us is a real close friend of mine, the man who got me into guiding in the first place.
He said, "You're friend is an unbelievable caster, and one of the best fly fishermen I've had the pleasure to guide."
"And what about me?", I asked.
"Why you, Danny?", he said with a wry smile, "You are an artist."
That's what I want from the game. I want to be an artist.