How come my level play always goes way up when I'm depressed? I'm having one of those moments in life where everything around me seems to be just falling apart! I just want everything to disappear! But then, to take my mind of everything, I run some balls and see if I can disappear into my own world! And here I am, doing the only thing in life that seems to help me mentally! I just ran an 81 in Joe Tuckers 10-ball drill! Before that, a 4-pack of 9! All the while, walking around the table shooting and feeling like someone should shoot me! Why??? This isn't the first time! It's always been like this! I know I'm focused, I know I'm taking the right amount of time, and it all just seems to come together! I hate feeling the way I do right now, but I love the way I play now! Is there any actual true reason why this is?