The only thing I would have to talk about, is how crappy things have been these past few years !..As many of you know, I recently lost my sweetheart (my wife) of 37 years..She was 11 years younger than me !..A few months ago, I lost my closest companion since Kathy died, my little dachsie, who was only 10 yrs. old..I miss them both terribly !
Then yesterday, my lifelong best friend's wife calls me, to tell me he passed away in his sleep last night !..He was only 71, and we all thought he was in perfect health. I have spent way too many days, going to other close friends funerals these past few years..I guess I'm looking for pity, but things keep piling up, and I am trying to explain why I may get a little cranky at times !
I am in poor health myself, so I really can't figure out why I'm still here ?..They were all better people, than I ever was !..The doctors want to go in and patch me up, so I quit going to them !..I am not a religious person, but if there is a hereafter, I am ready to join them all, any time now !..I may start drinking and smoking again, to speed up the process!
Have a nice day !