Hustler08. Thanks for posting on this board. Listen to your heart. Listen to your instincts. You have a long way to go and only you can decide what is the course you take in your life. Listen to those you respect. Your parents, your family, your friends. People who care about you. Watch the best. Efren, Archer, Parica, Buddy, Mika, etc. People who let actions speak instead of words. Find a good teacher. Big mouthed school yard bullies may make the loudest sound but they are the most meaningless. Go after your dreams. Dont let them deny you it.