God...i felt like a kid on his first tournament.....the 9 plastic clumps on the table were like hardcore-scrabble for me

. And i must say that i really ve had a bit luck that i didn t have to play rly good players on the beginning- strategy and safety helped me out....-
Anyway i m just lucky to play again- and now i like more to give my knowledge to other guys and teach instead of trying to be a winner- I really love it if a guy is enjoying and listening about the game....and if he s thanksfull after all-then i had a good day

but i think you all know it...sometimes you just want to know *if you still got it* and try it-no matter if it would work or not. Now it s just a good time for me without getting crazy missin easy shots etc. - I m able to laugh about it and just sittin down with a smile and watch my opponent.
For sure i ll play 2-3 tournaments now (those single-innerstate 10-B and 14.1)- but i think about finish finishing league then and try to work as an instructor/trainer in a club and of course with private ppl. When i have the official license again in autumn i m sure to do this-and happy because 2 guys already asked about giving training in their clubs. To work with *young kids and hungry guys* is what im lookin for mostly.
And if i practice alone or workin out some drills for others-i just enjoy if all also works for good for me- LOL - a few weeks ago i sent randy a vid to watch (no repeatable stroke- no constantly pep..) and it was teasin me a bit for sure seeing me- but RandyG was so amazingly nice to gimme a comment on this very short movie....he is without any question so experienced that he helped me with 1-2 sentence- and the game really really suddenly increased in a positive way- just because thinkin again about the really important things. Right 1 day after his comment i ran a 50 or 60 or so- and felt like a kiddi on x-mas-ROTFL.
And i m enjoying the same way if i m able to help another guy out with my knowledge now. This forum here-and especially those extremly good instructors like Scott, Randy, Steve, blackjack, and for sure GreyGhost (very much respect for your comments!) brought me back *the fire* to teach and to give my knowledge away.
You all can t imagine what this meant to me. thx for this huge platform of pure knowledgement about our love game.
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a bit off-topic- but needed to post it
