CB last, OB last... or maybe neither one.
I've been going through my monthly shotmaking meltdown, where out of nowhere, no matter what I do, I can't seem to make a hard shot to save my life. During these episodes I'll go back to the basics and try to re-establish a good PSR. I'll concentrate on stance, alignment, stroking straight with just the elbow moving, relaxing my grip hand, pausing at final address, and just getting up off the shot if it don't look right. More often than not, I just work my way through this by grinding away at the table until it clicks for me and the balls start finding their way into the pockets again. I usually don't know what changed or when, but all of a sudden I'll start seeing the angles correctly and trusting my stroke to follow the right line to the OB.
I've tried looking at the CB last, only because some say that works better for them. And it does... for a while. Then I realize that's not the underlying problem when I start missing again. I'll try using TOI, or at least my version on it, but eventually that fails too and I start to miss. I'll shoot every shot with low outside and they all go in the hole, until they don't anymore. The problem seems to be more fundamental than any of that, like my arm and my brain suddenly part ways for a while and stop communicating with each other.
Yesterday I got so upset with myself that I seriously thought of giving up. I couldn't make the simplest of shots, ones you should be able to make with your eyes closed. Then I remembered somewhere on the forum somebody was talking about if you have a good PSR and a straight stroke, you should be able to make a ball without even looking at the shot. Just turn your head, or even close your eyes and the shot should go just like if you were looking at it.
So, I threw all the balls on the table and started to hit them around, taking random shots without worrying about shape at all, just cinching balls, but with my eyes closed during the final back stroke and forward stroke. I missed the first few, but not by much. Then all of a sudden they started going in. I'd take my time getting aligned, sight the shot, take several small practice strokes to lock in my stroke, then close my eyes and let my stroke out. I made 10 in a row, only missing when all I had that was makable was a long bank. I missed that one and ran out the rest of the rack. So I did it again and made every makable ball, even some tough long cuts, but leaving myself hooked a couple times because I wasn't at all concerned with whitey. This is better than I usually shoot with my eyes open!
So, why am I having these meltdowns and inconsistencies all the time? Obvious to me, my aiming is good, my stroke is sound, I'm hitting the CB in the center, or else the balls would never roll into the hole with my eyes closed. The only thing I can think of is doubt. Doubt in my ability to make the shot at hand, and then unconsciously steering the cue along the wrong line at the last minute. If so, how can I get past this? If not, what the heck is going on? I've been struggling with this problem ever since I started to play again a few years ago. When I was a kid I seemed to make everything. I've attributed my crappy shooting to being too old, and having too many years between active playing times in my life. Is it possible to get back some of my shooting skills as a youth just by learning to trust in myself again?
Sorry for the long rant, I'm just very frustrated with my progress. This is the first time in my life I've had my own table to practice on. I've read so much, bought quality instructional material (CJ's stuff, Ray Martin's DVD, Tor Lowry's wonderful free lessons on YT, Max Eberle's stuff, etc.), paid attention to what the better players say here, watch the pros constantly, and understand the game way better than I ever did, but all I seem to do is sit and spin my wheels and not advance at all like I'd like to. At 61 I'm not kidding myself that I'll finally become a B player, but I don't even consider myself to be a good C player any more I'm so inconsistent. Where do I go from here?
I've been going through my monthly shotmaking meltdown, where out of nowhere, no matter what I do, I can't seem to make a hard shot to save my life. During these episodes I'll go back to the basics and try to re-establish a good PSR. I'll concentrate on stance, alignment, stroking straight with just the elbow moving, relaxing my grip hand, pausing at final address, and just getting up off the shot if it don't look right. More often than not, I just work my way through this by grinding away at the table until it clicks for me and the balls start finding their way into the pockets again. I usually don't know what changed or when, but all of a sudden I'll start seeing the angles correctly and trusting my stroke to follow the right line to the OB.
I've tried looking at the CB last, only because some say that works better for them. And it does... for a while. Then I realize that's not the underlying problem when I start missing again. I'll try using TOI, or at least my version on it, but eventually that fails too and I start to miss. I'll shoot every shot with low outside and they all go in the hole, until they don't anymore. The problem seems to be more fundamental than any of that, like my arm and my brain suddenly part ways for a while and stop communicating with each other.
Yesterday I got so upset with myself that I seriously thought of giving up. I couldn't make the simplest of shots, ones you should be able to make with your eyes closed. Then I remembered somewhere on the forum somebody was talking about if you have a good PSR and a straight stroke, you should be able to make a ball without even looking at the shot. Just turn your head, or even close your eyes and the shot should go just like if you were looking at it.
So, I threw all the balls on the table and started to hit them around, taking random shots without worrying about shape at all, just cinching balls, but with my eyes closed during the final back stroke and forward stroke. I missed the first few, but not by much. Then all of a sudden they started going in. I'd take my time getting aligned, sight the shot, take several small practice strokes to lock in my stroke, then close my eyes and let my stroke out. I made 10 in a row, only missing when all I had that was makable was a long bank. I missed that one and ran out the rest of the rack. So I did it again and made every makable ball, even some tough long cuts, but leaving myself hooked a couple times because I wasn't at all concerned with whitey. This is better than I usually shoot with my eyes open!
So, why am I having these meltdowns and inconsistencies all the time? Obvious to me, my aiming is good, my stroke is sound, I'm hitting the CB in the center, or else the balls would never roll into the hole with my eyes closed. The only thing I can think of is doubt. Doubt in my ability to make the shot at hand, and then unconsciously steering the cue along the wrong line at the last minute. If so, how can I get past this? If not, what the heck is going on? I've been struggling with this problem ever since I started to play again a few years ago. When I was a kid I seemed to make everything. I've attributed my crappy shooting to being too old, and having too many years between active playing times in my life. Is it possible to get back some of my shooting skills as a youth just by learning to trust in myself again?
Sorry for the long rant, I'm just very frustrated with my progress. This is the first time in my life I've had my own table to practice on. I've read so much, bought quality instructional material (CJ's stuff, Ray Martin's DVD, Tor Lowry's wonderful free lessons on YT, Max Eberle's stuff, etc.), paid attention to what the better players say here, watch the pros constantly, and understand the game way better than I ever did, but all I seem to do is sit and spin my wheels and not advance at all like I'd like to. At 61 I'm not kidding myself that I'll finally become a B player, but I don't even consider myself to be a good C player any more I'm so inconsistent. Where do I go from here?