That's exactly right, yes. I left MD to go back to school and start all over after I left Black Boar. My mother got very sick and was reduced to being a quadriplegic in 3 hours. I cancelled my school plans to care for my father with Alzheimer's. Mom was in the hospital for a year....dad was placed in a nursing home. I moved back to N. VA for a bit and stayed with my friend Terry. Then.....US Gov wanted my folks house because they were paying for both in hospitals. Couldn't let that happen.....moved BACK to NJ to care for a quadriplegic mother. After a while she moved in with a sister and I was effectively.......homeless. Bounced around to bullshit jobs....bouts with depression, heart attacks etc. But.....a year ago I gained a new lease on life through a Veterans homeless program and reinventing myself yet again. My competitive nature is what kept me going I think. Hell....I was in Arkansas for 4 years when I had heart attacks. Was 6 minutes from being dead but......well......even that didn't seem to work out. Lol I lived.