Good question there.
I don't really know. The last time I played hill-hill in (a small time) competition I got a WO and the won two hill-hill (both times trailing by two before getting to hill-hill) matches. Then I had to wait out, and never got the rhythm for the next match, scoring none in the last match... and out I was again.
I am a loser in many respects, but I still feel I play best when I'm playing against somebody better than me in a tourney. Doesn't happen everytime, but I do rise to the occasion. Usually I lose stamina after a good win, and hardly every get my hands on any money.
I don't have the stiffest grip, but I do stiffen out sometimes in tourneys. I just don't get it how some players seem to play without thinking... I guess they are better in crunch situations, because their brain doesn't go to overkill as easy! I often over-think and lose flow. I can play OK when I play quite quickly, but usually I reach my best game more often if I play very slow at first, then increasing speed when pieaces fall in their places. I have tried playing more quickly right off the bat, but lost because in a tough spot I was mostly only thinking of playing quickly, instead off thinking about the ball I was playing!