Life is hard and if youre stupid its harder. Being negative, cheating, stealing, having no integrity, etc is stupid in the long run. It only hurts one thing, you and the people who live with you. Yet Ive been guilty of all those things and found out Im not so special. Maybe you are poolmaster. But not me. The only thing I can do is learn from my mistakes and try to put myself in the most beneficial situation that I can.
Ive found to be honest, charitable, have integrity, good sportsmanship benefits me and the people that love me. Why wouldnt I strive for it. Money comes and goes, fame does too. But happiness with yourself and the people you love is something that Im not willing to let go.
I look across the pool landscape of my life and think of all the money that was taken from me, still owed me, and all that Ive given back. And I can say I dont regret a thing. The few good friends that I have are worth much much more to me than that. I needed to go to the hospital recently and who was there but my friends from the pool hall. It made me realize that there is goodness if you allow it to nourish.
The thing is trust yourself. Be confident that the goodness you do will return to you someday. And if it doesnt well nobody said life is easy son. Life is hard but if youre stupid its harder.