i'm a cripple these days. i'm 40 I just started back a few months ago, I played for 22 years but about 10 hardcore, 4 almost nothing and the rest at home not to serious, anyways i'm full of drugs now and can onlyplay 1-4 days a week for an hour and am almost playing my best ever, if I didnt have the drugs-no i'm not addicted and not hard drugs, medium pain drugs. but if i could be healthy i would be better than ever by the 6 ball, perhaps the 5, when i was young my mind was noisy and i just couldnt get there, now i play in pain, drugs, and infrequently and play guys that would have robbed me before when i had everything going right, its all in the mind, my stroke is good, my mind is good, i'm realistic about my skill level and am suprized at how I can play despite everything wrong.
i'm not scared of anyone, i wsa before, not now-sure i need a spot from some guys but other guys that would have run me over when I was 26 I can beat now and i'm a mess from a back disease,
its all in the mind after the fundememtals, go see scott lee get your stroke in order and then see what happens, i started back for thearapy for my back, i had no expectation to play good, i'm playing 10 times better than i thought, its finally comming together for me, i dont know why,
look at cardone he is 63 and super strong, efren is 55 and is beating people on the moon, jay helfert dosent have to like playing me. shane VB well he is young, when i was his age i improved slowly now i improve everyweek, my friends-better players can see it, i can see it, age dont matter, its your mind, think earl is to old to win it all...no he needs help, i feel bad for him-he shouldnt be embarassed we all have things, i hope he comes back,
just do it and see what happens, for me i waited 20 years for it to wake up in me. in SVB it woke up sooner thats all. who knows what happened to efren? respect