I would venture to say, I have probably bet more money
accidentally, than you have on purpose! (even allowing for inflation

Your attitude, that all gambling outcomes, are determined by good/bad rolls, is almost laughable! The outcome is usually very predictable,
before the coin is flipped!
Thats because a huge percentage of all pool wagers, are won or lost during pre-game negotiations..A very small number of these, wind up in hill/hill situations for that very reason!..Sounds to me 'young man' like you need to work on improving your 'matching up' skills, rather than worrying about getting a bad roll, now and then! (ie; or you may rarely get to see hill/hill)
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