after coming back to the game after many many years of laying off, i knew enought to know, that for me, it is all about the stroke. you can have the best aiming system known to man but if you don't have "the stroke", it is all for naught. so after many hours of practice i found my old stroke. once you "feel it", you know you have it. that is not to say i have it every minute of the day but now that i have felt it i get it back more easily. now that i have it i joined APA to play more often. after many years of playing this is the first time i joined a league of any kind. i had heard the stories, know what i mean? not please with the "slop in" rule, but that is that. anyway, went in as a "5" and after 2 weeks went to a "6" and that is when the problems started. captain says, "do more innings", play more safties, don't "crush" the opponent". we need you as a "5" not as a "6".......so last night i went to another APA 8 ball league that had just formed 2 weeks ago hoping someone needed another player.3 different teams needed a player! YEA!!!! but then i was told by all 3 teams, "we don't want a "6", we need a "3" or "4".......so do i now play terrible pool in order to play the game i love or what? i am working hard to become a "7" in the next couple of weeks. does that mean league play will be over for me otherwise have to not play my game? are there any alternatives other than "APA" that promote geting better and winning the game rather than delaying the ultimate outcome? i love the game but it seems i can't play to win the way it should be........am i wrong or what?