My first cue was an Adams Steve Mizerak merry widow cue. I bought it in 1982 from my local pool room. I sold off half of my comic book collection to get the funds together to buy that pool cool. At the time that I bought that cue there was a McDermott C-20 model for sale for $400+ dollars. Which then amazed me that a cue would cost that much, and I thought it was an amazing looking cue in comparison to what I was buying. I played my Adams for about a 18 months when I got the chance to buy a better grade cue and bought a Schon cue. I still have my Adams, and my Schon, and have picked up others since then. But I still dream of eventually finding a McDermott C-20 cue to fullfil that desire for that "lost" cue of my dreams. I guess its my "Rosebud".