Sometimes, the more you learn about something the less likely you are to pursue it.
Sort of like a pretty girl. At first glance you are very interested. Maybe there's a connection there, you both need each other or whatever. Then you go out a few times and find that she is too demanding or too needy. But sometimes she is awesome! So you decide to try and adapt to some of her demands/needs. Eventually you will either change into the person she wants you to be or you'll decide you've had enough of trying to make it work. That's how CTE was for me, so I dumped her. There will always be someone out there willing to make her happy. And that's aiming systems in a nutshell. Lol
When I was 13, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend with big tits.
When I was 16 I got a girlfriend with big tits, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life.
In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability.
When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement.
When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition.
When I turned 30, I found a smart ambitious girl with her feet planted firmly on the ground, so I married her. She was so ambitious that she divorced me and took everything I owned.
I am older and wiser now, and I am looking for a girl with big tits.