I would hate to follow myself playing. I get the best leaves on a miss without even trying. I want to make the OB first and foremost, but if I miss I almost always leave a terrible shot. I'll leave a little meat on the bones, but it's not a shot anyone would want. If the ball happens to fall I'll always have shape on the next ball. Often it's the next ball that snookers my opponent or makes it very difficult to get shape.
I used to sell out all the time on misses. Now I barely ever do. I think it's just subconscious at work because I could see once in a while, but when I miss it's probably 80% chance they will have a 5% chance type shot. The less I think about pool the better my shape becomes. It's weird.
I can't really explain it but I know how to hit a ball so the geometry adds up to very difficult shot if I miss. I don't want to try to comprehend it either. Better to ride the lightning than to try to catch it in a bottle. Lightning in a bottle just don't stay there.
I dont think a lucky leave by my opponent causes me to go full tilt as much as all the slop shots prior to the lucky leave.
Its probably due to i grew up playing in bars where you call everything.
I consider myself one of the better kickers in league...at my handicap. I was playing an 8 in 9 ball one night who i am pretty friendly with. About halfway through the match he commented that i kicked out of every safe he made. I said oh you were playing safes ? I thought you just missed the shot. I said if you want to play a good safe on me just leave me a long straight in cause i will miss them every time.
Last session i had a 4 beat me real bad. 18-2 bad. I will probably never forget that match. Make a good 3 ball run. Slop in a couple and leave me hooked. The entire match went like that. I am talking about so many unbelievable shots that her entire team was laughing the entire match. All i could do was stand there and shake my head ...slop after slop all at warp speed. She was going to 31. I know without a doubt at least 18 of those points were due to slop shots.
The following week i lost to the strongest 9 in our division by one point. Those 2 matches are perfect examples of how i play when i go full tilt after playing low level slop players compared to completely focused against the strongest player in our division.