I am very glad you are beating the cancer. I understand you did not ask for help, just like Bell Forest never asked. Think about this for a second. What if a friend of yours came on here and asked for some help for you and people started posting up all the bad decisions you made in life, and saying those led to you getting cancer and no one should help you. Forget how you would feel for a minute. How would your friend feel? AZ has had some world class players, coaches, teachers and cuemakers come on and after all the negative stuff they decide to quit posting here. The negative posters probably feel good about running off these people. But the ones who actually appreciated them posting lose out because they are gone.
I know someone who's wife died from cancer and people on AZ found out insisted on helping even though the person stated openly on the forum that they did not need the help. That has been many years ago. Things sure have changed around here.