It seems like I just don't have that killer instinct. After playing a while I find I loss the competitive edge. I don't really care about winning anymore and become content just to play or just to have it over with. However, if I wind up winning I still feel pleased and bummed if I wind up losing. It is like I do care about the results, but I don't care about the process. It is very much like just getting bored, but I never get bored playing just for fun; I can play all night long.
For instance, for several weeks in APA as a 5 I've been beating people 4-0. This week I go up to a 6, I'm up 4-0 on a 4 and wind up losing 4-3. I suppose my mistake was beating those other people 4-0 and going up, but that would be another thread. I just kind of lost interest after 3 games.
Any suggestions?
For instance, for several weeks in APA as a 5 I've been beating people 4-0. This week I go up to a 6, I'm up 4-0 on a 4 and wind up losing 4-3. I suppose my mistake was beating those other people 4-0 and going up, but that would be another thread. I just kind of lost interest after 3 games.
Any suggestions?