That's what it is JB....
Heart is not giving in to that give up stroke because you're down.
I've been having to overcome the opposite of heart, but it isn't give up, it's been just nerves.
I would play perfect to get on or close to the hill and then just couldn't close out.
Last year I was playing in a tourney at Jamaica Joe's. High level regional tournament with all the pros from around there and some that weren't.
I was destroying everyone I played. diamond barbox nineball, alternating break, no one got more than 4 games on me in a race to 9.
I get to the match to be guaranteed the money and it's the same thing. I get up 8-4 and it's my break and I break down, nothing goes my way. I ended up losing 9-8.
That should never happen to a player of my caliber in alternating break barbox nineball. I was sick. It wasn't that I had give up stroke, it was that I just wasn't used to playing under the pressure.
Then in last years swanee, I was two rounds deep into the money, and I did the same thing. I was up 6-2 in a race to 7 and ended up losing 7-6.
So I vowed to get to where I could start playing in more tourneys to get that seasoning I need to get over that.
It's gotten better than what got me to quit gambling and competing 17 years ago though. I had had a really bad relationship and it started affecting my game. At first my money game and then my tournament play. I would play at whatever the level of my opponent was at that time. Didn't matter if they were an A player or a C player, I would play just like they were playing.
I've spent the last ten years working on that, but I still didn't gamble hardly at all or play in more than one major tourney a year, so it's been slow going.
It was just this last year that I realized if I really wanted to start competing well again, I couldn't do it out of my garage, I had to get out there and start competing.
Jaden
Exactly.
Heart is what allowed Alex to come back on Shane the first time they played on TAR.
Heart is all about overcoming the odds against you. Using all the skills you possess PLUS the extra dose of grit to stay in the game and BEAR DOWN.
Efren and Alex could have thrown in the towel and started playing with their give up stroke. Instead they reached deep down and found an extra gear.
Heart is not giving in to that give up stroke because you're down.
I've been having to overcome the opposite of heart, but it isn't give up, it's been just nerves.
I would play perfect to get on or close to the hill and then just couldn't close out.
Last year I was playing in a tourney at Jamaica Joe's. High level regional tournament with all the pros from around there and some that weren't.
I was destroying everyone I played. diamond barbox nineball, alternating break, no one got more than 4 games on me in a race to 9.
I get to the match to be guaranteed the money and it's the same thing. I get up 8-4 and it's my break and I break down, nothing goes my way. I ended up losing 9-8.
That should never happen to a player of my caliber in alternating break barbox nineball. I was sick. It wasn't that I had give up stroke, it was that I just wasn't used to playing under the pressure.
Then in last years swanee, I was two rounds deep into the money, and I did the same thing. I was up 6-2 in a race to 7 and ended up losing 7-6.
So I vowed to get to where I could start playing in more tourneys to get that seasoning I need to get over that.
It's gotten better than what got me to quit gambling and competing 17 years ago though. I had had a really bad relationship and it started affecting my game. At first my money game and then my tournament play. I would play at whatever the level of my opponent was at that time. Didn't matter if they were an A player or a C player, I would play just like they were playing.
I've spent the last ten years working on that, but I still didn't gamble hardly at all or play in more than one major tourney a year, so it's been slow going.
It was just this last year that I realized if I really wanted to start competing well again, I couldn't do it out of my garage, I had to get out there and start competing.
Jaden