i played so bad last night i had night mares and couldnt sleep. who i played i have no chance to beat so losing wasnt the issue, I just couldnt make a ball, i played 2 nights before that and played horrible, and was hoping i would be ok. recently I have been running out good etc. last night was the worst I played months, my back didnt hurt, perhaps i took to many pills so it wouldnt, i dont know. i was embarassed, not losing that never bothers me, hell winning isnt that big of a thing i just like to play good. i wasnt even a C player last night. i'm going to lay in bed all day relax and go play by myself and sort things out. 
my back is sore today too. i think i took to many muscle relaxors, but still excuses are just ecxuses, i really wanted just to play good and I shit all over myself, 2 nights before i give my friend the 5 who i awalys beat easily in that game, he beat me 9-2, i played worse than that last night. i'm having my girl drive my cue over from vegas today and i'm gonna fix what ever is broken, i'm not out of stroke its something else.
my back is sore today too. i think i took to many muscle relaxors, but still excuses are just ecxuses, i really wanted just to play good and I shit all over myself, 2 nights before i give my friend the 5 who i awalys beat easily in that game, he beat me 9-2, i played worse than that last night. i'm having my girl drive my cue over from vegas today and i'm gonna fix what ever is broken, i'm not out of stroke its something else.
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