Want to play for $50?
Nah, I don't want to upset my family by meeting up with a woman (after I publicly called you out)
The fact that a "woman" sends me a random email to my private email address asking to meet up, yes that upset my family dynamic, regardless of the reason, sending me an email in private to ask to meet up with a "woman" for any reason, can look bad in any situation... particularly with someone with whom I have never spoken to or had correspondance outside of the AZ community.
Then, a public post comes out that the REAL reason is "I have a family and want to maintain financial stability for them." (what happened to the charity donations forgone to help this poor woman?)*
I addressed in my response to her posting the email string, that I was being a complete ass... I apologized for that.
I respect my wife whole-heartedly, and thank her every day for bringing me back to my with God, and reminding me that a lot of the lifestyle that I used to live, was not only irresponsible, but at times I actually took advantage of people.
She mentioned to me that, no matter the outcome... if I were to play, I was contributing to the degredation of someones life. Someone with a gambling problem who doesn't have their stuff together.
I feel very bad for even mentioning a money game, as it goes against the promise that I made about not gambling. Again I apologize for this.
As far as your donation comment... read above about giving