after dwelling on it diogenes i see your point a lot clearer.
after thinking back over the last 4 years of league it seems like i just go through the motions of shooting pool during regular league. but when the pressure is on during playoffs or tournaments i turn into a different player.
a couple of examples. this year in 8 ball ltc's. i went undefeated against mostly 6's and 7's with me being a 5. my final match turned into a safety marathon against a 7 going 42 innings with me playing 27 safes and him playing 12. i won 4-2.
napa nationals 2 years ago. i had 2 back to back 3 hour matches with me playing a shit load of saftys winning both matches. 12;00 at night i had to play another match and if i won i had to be back at 10;00 am. the match was was 2 hours long before my 60 year old body just gave up because if i won that match i had to get on my bike make a 70 mile ride home and then drive back 70 miles in the morning. i just said the heck with it.all the rooms were booked so i just said the heck with it ....kept me from reaching the quarter finals.
last year in vegas for 9 ball. in the 1st round my team was down 48-32 after 4 matches. i faced another 5 in the last match. my g/f said....the only way we are going to win is if you keep him from getting 8 points...iirc correctly. i won 38-4 . and scored 20 points with us winning 52-48 in a race to 51 points. now that is pressure in my book.
i can never get myself to play at the level of the examples above during a regular night out. i just dont have the drive to keep that intensity every time i go to the table....it just takes all the fun out of the game to me.
but back to playing better at home...last night my g/f's son wanted to play some. he is a 4 on our team. after losing 5 racks in a row to me he quit. thing is i made 2break and runs the last 2 racks . i never do that in league.