You lost your virginity…..

BE PROUD
I remember my 1st tourney; I was scared and it affected my play. Thing was; I was scared of how others see/seen my play. This was silly thought as I knew most of the ppl in the tourney, (one was the captain of my team at the time).
There are 2 facets to play, (IMO). 1- The physical, aka: how well you shoot. AND 2- The mental,: proper state of mind is critical! (I keep reminding myself of that "8-ball down the rail" shot Mike Dechaine missed and his reaction to it during MC play. That moment basically sunk him for future play.) SO, the mental aspect of the game is actually more important than potting balls.
I also think there are about 4 basic types of pool playing.
1- Goofing around (like bar play w/bangers on a Saturday night)
2- Serious practice (prepping for a serious game, hammering fundies, etc). I need 80% in practice or better to play that shot later.
3- Tourney play, LTC team playoffs (I feel the need to play my best knowing my team and myself expect my best play whether we win or lose.)
4- Money matches- I play small, but it is totally serious, (it's shark time,.... eat or be eaten!)
Pool play is just like drag racing. In reality; you are playing against YOURSELF. Some would argue that defensive play involves the other player, BUT knowing that is part of game play you should be prepared for it and practice defense as well as shot making.
OK, that's my "long winded" response. CONGRATS and Good Luck!