okay, here is a little background information. I have played in the apa for 7 or 8 years. I havent always been a captain, but as of the past 3 or 4 years i have been a captain. I play one night of handicapped APA 8 and 9 ball in the same night (captain), one night of BCA (just a player), and one night of APA masters (just a player). over the past year, it seems, when i show up for handicapped league, i cant play well enough to be worth anything, but when i show up for either bca or apa masters i show up ready to play, and normally play better than handicapped night (i am a 6 in 8ball and a 7 in 9ball). I know that some of the reason I havent been doing my best is because i have been worried about numbers (cause we all know its a numbers game mainly). Has anyone went through this situation, and if so, what was their action to correct this? I am thinking it might be time for me to quit being captain for a while. Last night i caught myself missing shots that i never miss on the other nights, and its a little frustrating. Sad thing is that i knew i was going to miss right before i stroked the shot, but went through with it anyways. thanks to everyone that reads this and responds.