This is what I wrote on Facebook on Simone that week.
"Warning: Long post to follow about Simone Biles:
I hesitated on sharing this, but I'm going to. This is about Simone Biles and what I have in common with her. For my non-pool playing friends... I play competitive pool (Pocket Billiards). I've been a decent amateur since I was a teenager, and I've won an amateur state title (NH State 8-ball Championship) as well as amateur league-sanctioned state-level championships (New England BCA League Singles Championship) as well as end-of-year Top Gun/Best of the Best championships in New England. I'm not a professional nor am I anyone near in skill level to the worst of professionals. I'm an amateur, similar to maybe the local club PGA pro in your local country club vs a touring pro.
I suffer from the Yips. I've probably suffered from them all my life, but soon after I won the NH State 8-ball Championship, the Yips (and I capitalize it for a reason) came at me hard. Really hard. So much so that the simplest of strokes started to elude me. I started having difficulty just putting my bridge hand down on the table, and I would often literally hit the cueball before my hand even touched the table. I capitalize the word "Yips," because the vast majority of people who think they suffer from them have no idea how bad it can get. It's not "nerves."
To be an amateur champion and then suddenly not be in control of your body doing something that came as naturally as breathing... it's debilitating. And even that is an understatement. It affects every part of my life because pool *is* and has been part of my life. So today, I still am part of pool by doing professional commentary on matches as well as being an instructor. But, I haven't played a serious pool tournament in several years (one in the last 6 years?) although I do play the occasional weekly bar tournament as well as some league end-of-year handicapped tournaments. But we're talking a total of like 10 tournaments in 6 years as opposed to 10 tournaments in a couple of months. The Yips have obliterated my competitive abilities, and they did it at a time when I was playing my best, winning every other local amateur tournament I was entering (including local amateur tournaments across the US).
There is no question that what Simone Biles is going through, what she calls "The Twisties," is the Yips. If she has any of the feelings I get, *and* she's in the air doing a twisting somersault... I can't even imagine. It's frickin' dangerous for her! So I questioned why she would even do the Balance Beam Individuals after quitting the Teams and All-Around. I got my answer after watching her performance: she removed the twisting dismount. Because she did, she really had no legitimate shot at winning gold. Her safer dismount had a 0.4 less points available, which would still had left her short of the gold medal. Her entire routine was safe.
So why did she even do it? Because she had to. If she doesn't continue on trying to compete, the Yips.. The Twisties will eat her up to a point that she can't ever compete. That's where I am. So I try to at least do some kind of competition, but more in a less competitive environment. I realize she is taking a spot that someone else could compete, so giving up those spots for the other events in my opinion was a beautiful and courageous thing for her. But, based on my personal experience, she absolutely had to perform at least one event, and she chose the balance beam as her safest route. Getting a medal probably meant less than just finishing her routine without her body betraying her.
For those that have never faced this kind of trauma, I would suggest to hold your tongue and be a little more compassionate. If you think you know what it feels like, but you still find fault, then I would argue that you have no idea what it really feels like. I've done all kinds of sports and competition that I've face adversity and pressure. This isn't that. I would never want you to feel what I feel when the Yips smash you right in the mouth. Neither would Simone.
Thank you.
#SimoneStrong
#YipsSuck"