Thank you for the compliments.
Actually the only other forum I was posting on was Billiards Digest. Those long since closed.
I don't know you at all Sev, but I certainly do sympathize with your tragic life-partner loss and feel empathy about your distress and home-retaining situation.
Having reached well into my ninth decade, I've had more than a few friends and two relatives who experienced the exact stressful challenges you've experienced and which continue to confront (and understandably confound) you.
In the further interest of possibly generating a realistic alternate stream of funds for your dilemma, I ask you if I may:
-- Are you a veteran of any of the US armed services?
-- During your past/present working life, what was/is your primary occupation?
-- I personally have no religious interests or affiliations, but perhaps you, not infrequently, associate with some form of respected congregating entity?
There are -- when properly approached in written form -- a large variety of supportive fund-disbursing possibilities (short or long-term) for needy folks who fit into one or several of the three above-implied past or present large and respect-worthy cohorts of the American population.
I seek nothing at all from you, and can simply rest assured that I may have shown you that with your clearly evident writing -- and not least: researching skills -- you can, with a positive frame of mind and a smattering of honest ingenuity, readily and rather quickly financially extricate yourself from at least the money shortage side of your difficulties.
Arnaldo ~ As with many undertakings, just knowing
it can be done -- immediately puts you halfway along the path to achieving your worthwhile result, and instantly enables the totally clear mind required for accomplishing it.
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