ironman said:As I feel the end of my playing days nearing I can't help but wonder what it cost me in life. Please don't take this wrong, I have always loved it but had many ups and downs with it.
The good times far outweigh the bad times and I fully understand that there ate regrets in almost every major decision.
I was playing some $40 1 pocket the other day and wanted to beat this guy, but wasn't having my best day. I couldn't get out from anywhere. Suddenly I had a spot shot to win the game and missed it. Of course I lost the game, your supposed to if you miss it.
At that point though, it hit me, How after all these years of playing do you miss shots like these? After 36 years, APP, it just seems impossible to do that. I just don't understand it. If it had been for serious money I might have jumped head first off the top of the building.
BUt, in my years I can't think of one single shot I haven't missed at one time or another. As I have always said, I have missed many shots that were harder to miss than to make.
I have been saying this for all these years, but I'm gonna make a comeback and bust em all.
Great Idea for a post!
At first, pool probably saved my life. In the mid to late 50's I started drinking, smoking weed and fooling around with speed. Bennies in those days cost about $30 for a bottle of 1,000 and weed was $5 a lid. I had no adult supervision and was running around with older guys because I was starting to become a pretty fair player (5 x 10 snooker) and winning a little $$. But all I ever wanted to do was be a good pool player and I couldn't make a ball when I got high, so I toned down on the drugs and booze. In 1961 I was married with a pregnant wife at home and had Ritchie Florence stuck $180 for $10 a game at Wonder Bowl in Anaheim. We raised it to $20, I started dogging it & blew it all back. I went out and got a job the next week. Blowing the $$ back to Ritchie was the best thing that ever happened to me in the pool world, it convinced me I didn't have what it took to be a full time pool player. I was always able to make $$ working and support my family and be an action guy at the pool room. If you came in the room where I played we worked out something & got down. Booked a lot of losers and winners, but playing and being in action was the main thing. I have played and gambled my whole life, and still do at 69 years old. I can't wait to get to the pool room and still cash in most of the tournaments I play in against some pretty fair players. I don't win many tournaments, but usually beat a good player or two along the way.
What has it cost me? Like they say, I coulda been a brain surgeon. What have I gained? Memories and friends all over the country and more that I am still working on.
See you at the Derby this year. It will be my first and I hope not the last. John Henderson