I like breaking threads. I always hope for some new trick (in this case gripping lightly).
My break sucks.
I've tried everything and I've kind of given up. I get great spreads but the outcome seems so random. I can't count on making anything, and about 80% of the time I don't. People say not to focus on power but it feels like the only time I get a ball is when I put a little extra effort into it. It's always a 'late ball' that got luckily kissed in too, almost never the head ball or the 2nd row or the wired 4-rail corner ball. I'm not a small guy and I don't think I hit 'em soft but when I see other people's breaks, balls go in and I kind of wonder if they're not somehow hitting them harder. The break speed I use feels comfortable and effortless even though I'm hitting too hard to squat the cue ball.
I've studied the crap out of it and I know I hit the head ball square, get half the balls above the side pockets, and leave nothing touching. My buddies just shake their head and laugh at how jinxed I seem to be. I change to various spots on the table, giving each spot a couple of tries before moving on.
I've also tried making a specific ball and it just rarely works. Maybe on one table I can get a 2nd row ball 1 out of 5 tries. Probably it's worse than that and I'm inflating the figure mentally.
I've tried full body lunging (with the CB about halfway between the spot and the head rail), I've tried planting it on the spot and doing a controlled arm-only break.
My CB squats or comes close to squatting about 1/3rd of the time.
Sometimes I think the big focus on squatting whitey is kind of a myth, one of those things that everyone accepts without question, but how often does it really happen? I picked a random video to see how often the CB stayed more or less near the middle of the table, not ending up behind the head string, below the footspot, or stuck to a rail. It featured Busty vs. Rodney. In 10 breaks, the CP parked (not perfectly, usually near a side rail) 3 times, scratched twice, and the rest of the time ended up in some random area. I've seen a million clips and it seems like as hard as the pros try to control the CB, they all hit hard enough that the CB is going to a rail, or else the action of the balls kicks it (and that's just with 9 moving balls rather than my usual 15).
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I have a fairly controlled, textbook stroke and stance. I can shoot. I'm not a C-player wondering his awkward flailing can't result in a good break. I've run 3 racks on a few occasions and I come up dry on the 4th break every time. Sometimes I wonder if I'm not just trying too hard. When I play speed pool, and I just hop up and smash them without any thought, I seem to make balls more often. Or maybe that's just in my head.
That's a pretty long boring story of my break.
I'm not sure if I'm asking for help or just venting. A little of both. It's frustrating. It's holding my game back. If I ever shell out money for lessons from a pro, I'll probably work on the break the entire time. I can run out just fine. I just don't get the chance to.