I appreciate everyone's response and feedback. Remember, my goal is to become an "A" player. And, I believe evaluation and analysis of my game and my approach to improving is a healthy part of the improvement process.
I really like the open and candid comments from Jess and CaliRed and the encouragement from Scott Lee and many others.
To give a little more detail about who I play and how I play. I've played James Walden about 5 or 6 times, but I haven't played him in quiet a while, he's just not around. I've played Joey a couple of times and I've played Chip maybe half a dozen times (we were not always gambling). So, over the last 2 years, I've probably averaged playing one of these monsters about once a month. Also, we play cheap. So, I'm never going to get a spot where I can win. Chip and Joey help analyze my strategy usually after I execute a shot. But, if they put me in a bad trap, I'll usually stop and tell them what I'm thinking of doing. They will tell me if my thinking is bad and even provide suggestions at times.
Now, as far as the spot not changing; believe me, I want nothing more than one of these monster to say "I can't give you that spot anymore".
Jesse, by you saying "the spot has not changed" assumes these guys haven't improved too. I've been playing Chip the most so I will use him in this discussion. I understand you may not be able to see Chip's game, but just look at look at what he is winning today versus what he was winning 2 year ago and tell me this young man is not improving. I'm not trying to start an argument, because I think you have some very good points, especially about confidence.
The last time Chip and I played, we played a total of 12 games and I finished down 4 games. I have a predetermined amount I'm willing to lose and when I hit it, I quite. If it take an hour to hit my limit then so be it, if it takes 4 hours better for me, I think.
I play many different levels of players. Some, I run over, some I get a little spot from and some I play even. As far as gambling goes, I would be perfectly happy never gambling again in my life, but the reality is the strong players will not play for free. I'm not going through this process to win a bunch of money at some point in the future. I'm going through this process because I love the game and I want to be the best I can possible be within the limitations of time.
As far as getting instructions and watching DVDs: in January 2010 I sought out and received instructions from (in my opinion) one of the best instructor in the world. I have to make a confession here. Scott, I've fallen down on my Mother Drills the last few months. I need to stay disciplined.
I do watch one pocket and rotation matches, but Jesse, would you agree that there are many methods of learning. Some people are visual while other can just read. While I can learn from these methods, the best way for me to gain an understanding and really learn is to roll up my sleeves and get after it.
Jesse, again, thank you for your candid comments. One of the main take away I have from this conversation is confidence. It's hard to play good without it. While there are many improvements needed in the fundamentals of my game, I wonder if its time to start incorporating the mental side of the game into my improvement process. Well, that's a discussion I'll need to have with my primary instructor at some point.
Good luck everyone.
Steven