I'm really not even sure where to begin. Yes, it is true that while at Lindenwood I have played less than I have in recent years and many would say my involvement has been rather low (I guess I couldn't argue with that). The reason for playing less has purely been because of other obligations and involvements such as church, homework and class, and other hobbies. But I have loved every second of my training at Lindenwood and have tried my best to at least stay in stroke and play well in all of my competitions.
Decisions at this time about which path I want to take with my life is rather difficult. I would love to play all of the big tournaments in the U.S. and around the world and perhaps even qualify for the Mosconi Cup...but, as you all have said, it does take full commitment and everything else must take a back seat. As of right now I'm looking at a teaching certification from Lindenwood that would give me a stable income, marriage within the next year or two, as well as duties within my ministry here around the St. Charles, MO, area. To choose to train and make the Cup would mean that I have to give probably all of that up.
At this point I'm trying to soak up my last year and a half here at Lindenwood while continuing to play and train with the team and learn all that I can from Mark. Even if I don't decide to fully devote my life to the game, I know that there will be many opportunities for me to play larger tournaments like the U.S. Open and the Derby City Classic (whatever my boss would allow me to do). And who knows, I might even get lucky enough to maintain my teaching job and train hard on the side and still make the Cup...but that's just me dreaming. Prayer and advice from wise people I have in my life is where I will go from here.
However, thank you all for the support, kindness, and compliments! It's nice to know that there are still people out there that enjoy watching me play and wanna see more of me! I will never not play the game...it's such a huge part of my life and I could never give it up. I hope this will clear up any confusion as to where I am with the game at this point. If you all have any more questions I'll be glad to answer them!
Landon