I must warn you that this thread could get bizarre. There have been times in my playing of almost 45 years of playing, and this is normally a quiet internal subject for me, that I have been in situations and matches, that were more than just playing an opponent, it has become a good vs. evil situation.
This is hard to describe, but at a few instances in situations, I have had indicators that told me the Devil was present, or a defining moment with some other player opponent that they were not on the 'good' side, and the struggle of playing or defeating them became something much more than simply playing a match. Sometimes it develops into an ongoing struggle, only recognized down the road, often seduced upfront, as evil often comes into your life. If it ever happens to you, believe me, the impact of it is very disturbing, and you are very aware of the nature of it before it is over.
I know this subject is a little far out there for most people, but I was wondering if other players had experienced this before.
This is hard to describe, but at a few instances in situations, I have had indicators that told me the Devil was present, or a defining moment with some other player opponent that they were not on the 'good' side, and the struggle of playing or defeating them became something much more than simply playing a match. Sometimes it develops into an ongoing struggle, only recognized down the road, often seduced upfront, as evil often comes into your life. If it ever happens to you, believe me, the impact of it is very disturbing, and you are very aware of the nature of it before it is over.
I know this subject is a little far out there for most people, but I was wondering if other players had experienced this before.