Man, I am so excited, i got goose bumps, i really do. AZB is the greatest!!! we mite not get along all the time but you all coming together like this means more to me than anyone of you understand. I swear on my moms grave I mean that!!
I know it started as a joke and it was funny, but there is a layer of emotion under the joke and a truth, this past December right at the beginning of Mosconi Cup my cel rang, my cel never rings in Europe, and it was at a weird time in California for me to get a call, i dug it out of my bag and saw the number-I knew instantly my uncle had passed. He was 88, WW2 Veteran very active with VFW(up to 2 weeks before he died), great guy my mom's brother also my last blood family as i mentioned before. That call changed me, not right there on the spot. but over the past 5 months.
I saw Jay Helfert and told him, it felt kind of weird. Because i have known Jay for a very long time and we have been close, somehow i felt closer to Jay-but Jay didnt feel closer to me, because he didnt suffer any loss and wouldnt know, see thats the weird part nobody knows, you get condolences, but losing last family is a game changer. See thats what happens when you have ZERO family. Ken Schuman explained this to me a couple of years ago, i knew it was coming. So I was prepared as i could be.
All of your friends become more important and valuable to a person when they lose their whole entire family. I was a only child, and no cousins, mom was 40 when i was born, i have Kelly and thats the best ever!! but I have no kids. So ALL of my relationships have been redefined by the passing of my uncle. I'm not in love with everyone, but what ever i had with someone before is now just a bit more important, take that across a group of people AZB and it really means a lot .
Thanks everyone, i really appreciate it and I give everyone here my word i will do something for pool this year that will help some others out, spreading the kindness.
I still got goose bumps,
thanks again to everyone, it really means more-i said that, but damn it it does.
Eric:smile::smile:
I know it started as a joke and it was funny, but there is a layer of emotion under the joke and a truth, this past December right at the beginning of Mosconi Cup my cel rang, my cel never rings in Europe, and it was at a weird time in California for me to get a call, i dug it out of my bag and saw the number-I knew instantly my uncle had passed. He was 88, WW2 Veteran very active with VFW(up to 2 weeks before he died), great guy my mom's brother also my last blood family as i mentioned before. That call changed me, not right there on the spot. but over the past 5 months.
I saw Jay Helfert and told him, it felt kind of weird. Because i have known Jay for a very long time and we have been close, somehow i felt closer to Jay-but Jay didnt feel closer to me, because he didnt suffer any loss and wouldnt know, see thats the weird part nobody knows, you get condolences, but losing last family is a game changer. See thats what happens when you have ZERO family. Ken Schuman explained this to me a couple of years ago, i knew it was coming. So I was prepared as i could be.
All of your friends become more important and valuable to a person when they lose their whole entire family. I was a only child, and no cousins, mom was 40 when i was born, i have Kelly and thats the best ever!! but I have no kids. So ALL of my relationships have been redefined by the passing of my uncle. I'm not in love with everyone, but what ever i had with someone before is now just a bit more important, take that across a group of people AZB and it really means a lot .
Thanks everyone, i really appreciate it and I give everyone here my word i will do something for pool this year that will help some others out, spreading the kindness.
I still got goose bumps,
thanks again to everyone, it really means more-i said that, but damn it it does.
Eric:smile::smile:
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