The answer to this question really exists in the words that you wanted to use but didn’t. The words that describe the thoughts in the back of your mind that are on a shelf behind a curtain shrouded in darkness between thoughts you had fixed in your mind and those long forgotten. Thoughts you once shared with a midget you met on a greyhound bus headed for Fairbanks Alaska. The midgets name was Larry as far as you can remember but that’s another memory you have lost on your journey to oblivion.